long hand

My friend says I have a long hand. It takes time to show. It seems men are looking for a game of animal snap. I'm more like bridge.

Although I've never played bridge, this is what I imagine myself to be. A slow reveal, something not obvious, which calls for patience to come into full focus.
An ability to withstand anticipation is required.
A slow warm burn.
A layered building up.

I think sometimes that most men are looking for women with the depth of betty boop. 2 dimensions represented by 3 numbers (36,26,36) with a black line drawn around the outside to keep the messiness contained.

I'm sprawling.
A luxurious expanse of character with an indefinite shape.
I'm always in process.
Until the period of my death;
the beginning point of the black line drawn, finally, around the shape of my Life.